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Brain Hurricane

Attempting to get my shit together and complete my lesson plans that are due tomorrow. The problem with being in school for so long is that I no longer have a $40,000/year campus with buildings to go hang out and work in before class due to getting there entirely way too early for fear of being late; so, I just fall behind on everything now. That’s okay, though, because soon I will have a classroom to do these things in.

Just gave my dogs bones as per my mother’s request to give them a “special treat” and they got into a fight; so the special treats are on hold until at least Wednesday they’ve had enough for one weekend. We even spoiled them with bagels this morning and THIS is how they repay me…They’ve now dispersed to separate rooms (aka rooms that the youngest isn’t in and any room that I am not in). 

I’m watching Pushing Daisies and now I want to bake a pie…

I feel lonely...Hope all is well. Take care. 


51 min ago / @americancer +
Brain I remembered more abuse yesterday. It's like once I was marked everybody had their turn with me.…
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yesterday / @dustball +
You'll say we've got nothing in common No common ground to start from, And we're falling…
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yesterday / @Foundinthemusic +
Election Go ahead. Elect Hillary. You’ll only be putting us at severe risk of war with Russia.…
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yesterday / @jakerad +
Musings on a rainy day in a coffeeshop... It has been quite a long time, a very long time in fact, since I…
 I like this x 1OMG x 1
21 hrs ago / @weesaul +
metallic tarantulas retaliate I found this thing. It must be 10 years old by…
 I like this x 1
22 hrs ago / @videogames +
Alcoholism Again, im posting from my phone and while im trying to be as precise as posible with my tuping,…
11 hrs ago / @divine +
(no subject)

I've become extremely interested in understanding as best I can what is happening in the middle east... For a decade I have listened tk the news, followed it, had a general idea. But i never took the time to look up who exactly the various groups there are, what their backgrounds are, where they're coming from and who they're with and against and why. It's so complex. And in the past that's whst prevented me from diggin in. But now it's whst motivates me. I want to understand. Maybe it's because i can sense how things are escalating there right now.maybe it's maturity. Maybe it's boredom. 




12 hrs ago / @divine +
(no subject) Feeling better since I've been doing my actual job. That's a relief.
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2 days ago / @cas +
Muffins! Muffins doesn’t enjoy having her picture taken as much as Leela, but I just can’t…
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2 days ago / @deeterz +
MindSay Operations Intern I am looking to add another person that has the technical know-how to operate…
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yesterday / @dustball +
Stress is killer Tuesday night was terrible. My head is still ringing. I think my body may be dealing with…
13 hrs ago / @insanereid +
Winding Down

It's 11:30 and i,just got home from an 11 hour shift at work. It's a cool night, I'm sitting on the porch with a glass of wine and a cheap cigar. Which i keep forgetting to ash. In this sleepy quiet college town,in the corn,fields 60 miles outside Chicago, everyone is celebrating the Cubs going to the world series. I livetwo blocks from downtown where everyone is having fun but my block isdark and quiet. The train in the distance. 


Oh, wait... now,two trains. That damn double track. 




13 hrs ago / @divine +
Porn Star, Indecent Proposal, Surprise Kiss: Porn Star Indecent Proposal Surprise Kiss …
14 hrs ago / @palaceofperseph +
sorry last post today, I promise (unless something weird happens). This…
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yesterday / @palaceofperseph +
When it rains... pours. We’ve had a very dry summer in the Endless Mountains. It made putting…
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yesterday / @saikotikgunman +
Pot Pie We're getting a ‘pot pie soup’ at work next month. Hearing about this today led me…
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yesterday / @divine +
A thought for the day...

Will someone explain to me just when did “hairy”

(as in pubic hairs on a female) become a derogatory



Growing up, a “full bush” was the norm. Shaved was the

rarity. One learned to deal with what now-days a “problem”.

Hell, most of the time females didn’t even get a bikini trim;

it wasn’t unusual to have wisps of hairs sticking out from

a bathing suit. 


Hell, if a guy wasn’t spitting out the occasional stray hair

during or after oral sex, he wasn’t doing it right!   tongue 


IMHO, there are all too many “bald beavers"! 


Trimmed or “sculpted" pubic hair - I have no problem with.

It just ain’t NORMAL!!



Ok, a quick survey/ Do you prefer: 


A. Full or bikini trimmed

B. Sculpted

C. Bald

D. Other



Don’t even get me started on males shaving their pubic hair!!




21 hrs ago / @rv1501 +
Long Live Whatever Forever! Don’t hate me when I tell you that I diiid end up telling that boy that I…
 I like this x 1Cool beans x 1
yesterday / @freakofnature +
(no subject) Not 100% sure how much more I can take. I cannot stand having my own failures constantly shoved in my own…
 Have a Bear x 1
yesterday / @americancer +
(no subject) Taking Ginger to get all her shots and a microchip tomorrow. Ordered 3 more months of her chewable flea…
yesterday / @deadite +
First Woman President! We are probably getting her, by hook and by crook. I would actually vote for Jill…
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2 days ago / @palaceofperseph +
slug vs. hare

sometimes you have those conversations that make you go huh?….  but they’re actually very endearing.  


with 39 yr old man

“keep pulling, the rope needs to be taunt ...  “

“you mean taut?..”

 “no, taunt”


with 2 yr old nephew

“i wanna see the woorby tings.” (while looking out the window into the backyard.)

“what are woorby tings?”  

“no, i said WOORby tings.”

“ok what are they?”  

“woorby tings.”

“are they small big?  do they move? what color is it?


later on, the mom translates that the little guy was probably talking about the compost worms...that he’s fascinated with  (wormy things)


Ok, so speaking of worms.  Being a slug in the insect world might be what I’ve been feeling like.  The bees are busy making honey and buzzing  about.  The ants can carry a hundred times their own weight back to their own home.  But the slug takes a few days just to wake up and move.  

Nevermind the turtle at the race.  The slug just gave up halfway into the race and said, i was not created to race, it is not in my cards. so why bother being here.  its almost cruel to give any speck of hope to this slug.  the fiinishing line was not meant for you.  


laziness?  but i put in a lot of effort that its tiring me out.  misdirected effort ?  need to get away from myself


Going to be mentoring a disadvantaged child soon, at least have that to look forward to.  but dont know if the program directors will be ok with a child being mentored by someone who suffers from bad depression.  i have to make them aware of any mental disorders...  blah.  but i’m glad for the kids that there’s a screening process.  


 Have a Bear x 1Good idea x 1
2 days ago / @chri +
slug vs. hare sometimes you have those conversations that make you go huh?…. but they’re…
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2 days ago / @chri +
Burning Say 2017? I enjoy camping. I have been camping in Black Rock Desert, NV, many times…
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4 days ago / @dustball +
ok so instead of posting zombie photos I just binge watched walking dead. so so dark. love…
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2 days ago / @dustball +
(no subject) I had been off site and training for 2 weeks. Thanks, life, for the reminder that I cannot…
yesterday / @cas +
(no subject)

I have this problem. I don’t feel like I blog for myself. I have every intention of writing an entry to put my mind at ease, but more often than not I end up blogging with the hopes of others liking my content. I want people to like me and think that I’m funny and interesting and give a shit about what I post.

It gives me anxiety because I want to post but I don’t want it to be garbage, so I’ll write something and just delete it all. Ends up making this shit feel like something I want to do but can’t because I’m unable to do it well.

Also I’m constantly worried that anyone I knew 10+ years ago that has an account here is going to wonder, “Hmm, what ever happened to mindsay?” and log in and see my shit life. Including the boy I used to date in high school, who still happens to live NEXT DOOR.

I wish I could disappear into another name.


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6 days ago / @deadite +
From now on this shit is for me, not anyone else. Well I’m done being manic I think. Past day or two…
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5 days ago / @deadite +
I hate trump But can I just point out a little irony.. just a bit.. that we’re outraged that Russia…
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2 days ago / @cornholio23 +
NSFW x 100 Model : Asia Star Photographer : dustball This post contains pictures and text…
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5 days ago / @dustball +
a harebrained, unbecoming pestilence
yesterday / @videogames +

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